changes

I made a decision that this life I live is pretty darn good, but like most people

I feel there are many things I could change.

I have always said that if you don't like something....then change it.

So, on that note I am going to make an effort to improve the areas in which I feel I could use it. I love my friends and where I live, but the dating pool here is more like a wading pool. I also have a long list of house & garden projects that I had lots of time for with my semi unemployed state, but very little money. Thanks to my new job this is changing, happily I look forward to doing some of this grunt work as it is fun for me.

The next big thing is my health. I need to place more of a priority on my eating & exercise habits. I have a goal of being in better a financial & physical place by the time I am 40.

(this gives me 2 years to reach my final goals)

My short term health goal is to be eating more fruits & veggies, less processed foods and to lose 10% of my body weight. I am so not going to be posting my #'s on this blog.

(you guys can feel free to cheer me on, but you don't need to actually know my weight,lol)

so, here is to starting to better the rest of my life...

um, yeah

So, I kinda suck at this updating of the blog action. I have been super busy of late with the new job and now a fabulous out of state vacay. I do have things to say, but there really has been a major lack of free time. Promise to be a bit better and get on at least once a week....maybe?
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AAAGGGGHHHH

Seriously bothers me when you get an apology that has hints of accusation in it. I am no longer going to apologize for how and what I feel. I think we are all entitled to our feelings. You are only responsible for yourself. You can't help how you feel and should never feel bad for them. The thing I have learned in this past year is that people can share how they feel, but you can do nothing about how other people receive it. So, I can't control what is being sent my way, but only my thoughts & feelings I get from them.

I will say along with this that I have learned to swallow back lots of things I would love to say. I feel like some of them would be good for me to say, but have either no effect or a negative effect upon the other person so what is the point. I might feel better, but would it help the situation...no.